Desires.
A continuous and reliable income without a steady occupation. To relax my body’s every muscle, to perceive the placidity throughout every joint and in every speck of thought. To hold a hand, to hug another, to be kissed unexpectedly, passionately, or both. To feel winsome, to feel bold. To reignite friendships old, to become new again to both myself and to others. To discover the truly viable aspirations within me, to set forth and live them with virtue and spirit. To be remarkable.
Fears.
Losing faith in mankind, fearing God almighty, and losing faith in God. Colliding with another vehicle. Wasting my youth dwelling on mistakes, mistaking my youth as being completed. Disappointing my family. Comparison to others will be the death of me. That I am not deserving of my best friends. Never knowing, never meeting, never truly living.
Accomplishments.
Two+ years of higher education. Improved study habits, more direction. Taking steps toward studying abroad. Saving money, incorporating positive thoughts into negative situations, accepting my curly hair.
Goals.
To offer myself to others, to open up, to relax. To take photos on another continent. To let others know what they mean to me. To travel somewhere without a plan or reason, to embrace the sensation that is life and all of its grandeur. To write more frequently, to be as selfless as my mother. To ascertain what I deserve in every facet of life and never settle for less.
Signed:
jmc
22 Nov 2008
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