zombified

I feel completely overwhelmed by everything right now, yet there is nothing happening. How can this be? Spring Break has become the opposite of it’s intentions: Not a break at all, but a catalyst for worry. The momentum I had before the break has disintegrated. I achieved what I achieved, I got my scholarship and exhibited, and now I feel that’s all I’m capable of. It’s a terrible sense of exhaustion — physically, mentally, emotionally. I feel incapable.

The only culprit I can think of is sleep. I’ve slept too much and now I don’t want anything else. Today I woke up for breakfast, then went back to bed until four in the afternoon. When I finally got out and about, the world seemed hazy and I felt like a zombie! Help!

And whether or not I like to admit it, this week has been tough with Heidi gone.

Spring Break goes to show that I need school in my life, to keep my mind happy and busy. Because right now, I. Just. Feel. Weird.

xx
j

4 thoughts on “zombified

  1. No worries, I feel zombified too. Maybe it'll go away? I don't have high hopes. Either way I love you and you are fantastic.

    Condensed version of comments I've been meaning to post lately:

    1. On Olive: OMG! EEEEEE!
    2. On you: Your new hair is glorious.
    3. On your show: Your Rubbish & Bosh sign is my new favoritest thing in the entire universe.
    4. I miss you.

  2. No worries, I feel zombified too. Maybe it'll go away? I don't have high hopes. Either way I love you and you are fantastic.

    Condensed version of comments I've been meaning to post lately:

    1. On Olive: OMG! EEEEEE!
    2. On you: Your new hair is glorious.
    3. On your show: Your Rubbish & Bosh sign is my new favoritest thing in the entire universe.
    4. I miss you.

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