Happy

I heard this song on a preview for a show on TLC and absolutely couldn’t resist it. Apologies for the emo child that (creepily) stares…and…doesn’t…move throughout the video. Let that be a lesson. Close your eyes if it helps, this song has sunny day written all over it. Love.

A busy week, and a slow weekend—I’m hoping to
make it through the upcoming days, successfully.

Despite all that’s well there is, something
slightly skewed, slightly missing, terribly
obviously awry.

This is tired.

I’m never going to write you a letter
Never going to call you on the phone
I’m never going to drive by your house
I’m never going to catch you coming outside
Never going to walk up your walk
And ring your bell
And feel you fall into my arms



Never wanted to care like this.

Sake

The bags under my eyes have tripled in size over the past four days,

l o n g,
sagging,
sad crescent shapes dripping from a face
so determined to stay the night awake
to make
and make
to create
all for love and academia’s sake, I make
I stay awake
I make awake seem perpetual, put sleep at stake
with motions in disguise of awake
awake is not awake
awake
is
fake.
And to break, to sleep, to wake, to stop motion flow stop motion
f – l – o – w
for flowing’s sake, I break
I take
time
to
breathe, for breathing’s sake
and thank
that I’m alive.